Current mood:

frustrated

Why is love so confusing?

Why won't I fall for a man who's the second guy to walk into my life that fits my criteria?

Am I scared of something?

Is it because I'm leaving for college next year? In less than 8 months?

Why do I freak out if a childhood friend of mine confesses of his feelings for me?

Am I afraid of the possible permanent damage to our friendship if I end up rejecting him?

Why do I change my mind a million times?

What's holding me back?

What's the right choice?

Am I afraid that he would have to do most of the work in our relationship, and I can only do little, for I'll be overwhelmingly busy?

Am I afraid of what will happen in our possible relationship?

Am I afraid of what would happen to us when I leave for college?

Is my other long distance love interests holding me back?

If I do begin dating him, will I be faithful? If so, how do I handle my other interests?

Why do I feel like I'll miss out on a chance if I choose to turn him down?

Why do I feel guilty for delaying my answer to his question?

Why am I afraid to hurt him?

Why am I afraid to experience one of life's lessons through dating?

Why am I freaking out so much about this?!